Right now, aku dah start nak panic attack. Trembling and sweating hands, short breathness and my mind cant focus bila nak buat job.
Aku try tak nak stress dirikan dengan job baru but since they're not systematic well so keja aku dah serupa jadi bertangguh tangguh. Arahan kerja nda jelas. Bila bertanya, jawab acuh nda acuh. I know what i am cappable of but bila zero information, no resources or details memang nda jalan apa pun kerja. What do you expect from me then.
Jadi messed up pula ni job. Tak pasal pasal aku dah nak kena panic attack. Rasa nak nangis pun ada.
